Monday, June 2, 2008

2 RC/ Twister

So this week we wrapped it up. We have been in Ezra and Nehimiah for the last four months of church, and the series is officially over. I must say, I had my doubts. How could I ever learn anything from those books that I never really even dared to skim over, but it was pretty mcuh life changing. God worked on my heart, rebuilding, as we like to refer to it at 2RC.

Yesterday Rob just talked about finishing the race. We are young, we have a long ways to go. We need to finish strong. Also Christianity is a RELATIONSHIP not a product. We are not selling God to people. Jesus is not a fix all. The words "if you accpet him your life will be perfect" couldnt be further from the truth. Its a relationship. A real one. With ups and downs, highs and lows, feeling distance, and feeling amazing love, feeling frusturated and hopeful all at one.

He encouraged us to stick with the changes that went along with the rebuilding process in our hearts. I have been working on it.

The things I'm working on....

Having confidence in Christ. My worth is in in him.

Remaining in christ. That is the only way anything I ever do will be succesful. Since Josh and I started waking up early to read. Things have began to change in me. I feel like my roots are going deeper in God,and I cant wait to see where this takes me.

Having ONE God.

Confession. asking for forgivness daily. Searching my heart, and asking God to point things out to me.

Speaking of confession, I said I wasnt going to drink a few blog enteries ago. Well I had a couple this weekend. Its okay though, it was just for a time. Plus I put my family history on ME. It is not MINE. I DO NOT have a drinking problem. My parents DO. I must find a balance. I cannot feel bad for what THEY do.

Enough about that...

Twister is awesome. I adore it. Thing are going great.

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