Moldolva? Part 2

So,I learned tonight I will probably not be able to go on the missions trip. I am in one of my best friend from high schools wedding on July 4th. Rob, Ami, and crew are more than likely leaving for Moldolva on the 3rd, 4th, or the 5th. I can't decide if I am extremely relieved or dissapointed. I'm guessing it is a little of both. I did actually pray that if I couldn't handle the missions trip or for some reason shouldn't go that it would be scheduled during the wedding. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about the fact that it actually did happen that way. I am not exactly sure how i feel about anything these days.